On that spectrum of what I want to experience and what I don’t want to experience. At either extreme the monsters who call yourselves the human race have ably demonstrated you don’t give a fuck about what I want or what’s important to me. Not even once I’m suicidal. Why exactly would I want to live amongst like you? Part of the point of civilisation is to care about this continuum of personal experience and choices about personal experiences. Clearly that’s not important in this civilisation of monsters. You absolutely don’t care about my basic needs but it’s even sadder than this. You don’t care about the basic needs of your own. So truly evil are you you just can’t care. And so are your doctors.